A shot at Love with CR...?

I was thinking of a creative title and all Ithat popped into my head was the infamous show, "A shot at love with Tila Tequila." Now I am sure you are laughing or you have no idea what I am talking about. In one instance you watch TV, in the other you don't. Needless to say (my English prof once told me if it was "needless to say, don't say it"), I won't judge you and don't feel left out because aside from the this portion of the text, the title has nothing to do with the show. LOL.

Anyway, the real crux of this post is Love. Being in it, sharing it, searching for it, loosing it. But as I write this I am beginning to understand it more. I mean think about it, If my principle is to live without regrets and that the meaning of life is about people, it makes sense that I will search, meet, fall in Love, fall out of love, and move on. The problem with my life though is the sacrifice I make for my country to serve. Somehow it always gets in the way and I gues that is why it is a sacrifice and why this job int foreveryone and the divorce rate among my profession is high.

All of this, combined with my past experiences make it quite easy, when given a cause to move on once I cut someone completely out. That is one thing I am good at, but it seems to be failing me as of late. I have't been able to move on from one experience and that has entangled my life into a web of connections.

I don't really know where I am going with this, but like I said when I first started, this is my therapy of sorts. It is for you , but it isn't. Anyway, these are thoughts that run through a soldier's mind in his down time. We can't really aford to think of it any other time. I mean think what would happen if we let our social lives influence our work lives, lol.